There comes a time in your life when you look around and are like WTF am I doing.
This time has come for me. OR half and half.
I am having trouble with my work balance and am letting it affect my outlook on life. I have generally been a positive person for most of my life. A Cest La Vie gal. It is what it is. Live it and move on.
I have been through too much in my life to let the little things bring me down. I have been through the "big" things. The things that actually matter and you are allowed to crumple to the floor and be a no good grumpy, bitter pants.
But lately? Lately, I have been a grumpy Mcgrumpster over the little things. I might as well set up a lease in a nearby garbage can. I have let the obstacles of my job take over my Positive Polly side. And it has become unacceptable.
Today, I declare no more. I will smile even when I want to throw the largest object at someones head (no, not my husband) I will say I'm having a fabulous day!!!! Even when it's another day that could have gone better. I will wake up in the morning thankful that I am here to see another day.
BEcause at the end of the day, it's just that. The end of that day. An opportunity to do better the next day and be a better person. And that's all we can be thankful for and strive for every day. And what can be more positive thinking than that?