Ever feel like you are just coasting
along?
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I wish I was coasting here |
The days just keep going by and the same
thing happens every single day and you are just butting your head at the
ceiling trying to get out of this never ending flow.
It seems I have gotten myself in the
awful, peace less flow and I need to get out of it.
My days consist of going to a job that is
slowly but surely eating me alive
Why yes, I am educated and smart, you
ungrateful human being of a person.
Then I come home to an apartment
that never seems to be clean or organized. What's that about?
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Maybe that's why.. |
My days off are grocery shopping,
cleaning. Grocery shopping, laundry. Cleaning, organizing.
Even though this sounds like the MILF life
I desire, I assure you, it is not even close.
And my weekends are also spent at the
previous job responsible for eating me alive.
So husband, how are you enjoying your
night out with all our friends wifeless?
Does this sound like a fun way to live?
No, it's not. I am at the point where I want to give my two weeks notice, throw
all the stuff away in our apartment and move with my husband across the
country.
Is that too much to ask?
Yea, but that's not real life, Krista.
Oh, well in that case...
I still want to throw everything away and
get brand new things and hire a maid and professional organizer to make it look
pretty so I can stop spending 80% of my time organizing and cleaning.
I don't have time to even write a well
meaning blog post because I look around and see everything I should and need to
be doing. Or my nice husband reminds me ;)
I want to get out of this flow. I want to
get rid of everything that is cluttering my life. And I want to get back to having good blog posts and writing. I truly miss it. Who wants cleaning as their hobby?
Goals for August:
Come up with a game plan to get a new job
(online courses. quitting?)
Throw away at least 40% of my
storage unit (new things are always better anyway for our future house)
Put our wedding album together to have
something pretty to look at on bad days
And you are welcome for the most random,
all over the place blog post.
If this post scared you, please come back soon anyways because I have been asked to review some wine glasses and you know where the best blog posts come from , am I right?
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