Monday, May 5, 2014
Searching for It
Everything I am wanting from this blog.
I started this blog wanting to document a rough time I was going through. I wrote and wrote. It felt great. It was my therapy to get me through some of the dark days. The only person that read those words were husband.
Now,there are some days it just clicks. And some days where I have already scheduled something.
But then there are days where I am lacking that oomph. To put the pen to the paper. Or fingers to keyboard.
Then again, maybe that's what I need. To put my actual pen to actual paper and just write. I love writing. Just writing free will. And I think sometimes I write for other people, what I think other people want to read. Which is very important.
However, there is also that other end where you should write what you love and other people love it too. Because it shows. It comes through in the words you are writing.
Two months ago I did a whole rebrand and new design. I thought that is what I needed. But I still find myself struggling. Searching for the words.
What does that mean? I am not 100% sure. I need to find my own voice again. Maybe write in my journal and then transfer it here. But I want to write what I feel and really be invested in my words on this blog.
Ever felt this was about your blog? What helped you get out of it?