Being defeated.

Being defeated is only a temporary condition. Giving up is what makes it permanent.

I came across this quote the other day on a random article on MSN. Yes, that still exists.

It really made me think about the state of what I'm feeling about this blog. I have been showing up here rarely and many times it's just a bunch of fluff. I've been thinking about what it means for this blog and for me with regards to what I'm putting into this blog.

I've wondered from time to time if it might be the end of this blog. I mean, I can barely form a sentence that people might actually want to read. Is it worth it to agonize over writing a post?

But. I'm not ready to give up. This hiatus will be just that. A little break, a little breath. I need to get my game plan together, maybe spruce things up, get a few pictures taken and smell some flowers while I'm at it. We could all use a little time to get out of our winter funk.

I might pop back in when least expected. I might pull out a genius (haha) post that could spill some life back into this blog. I might not come back for even a little more time.

I just know I am not giving up on this blog. Just feeling a little defeated with real life and trying to mange my time. I will be back and this still will be my outlet for writing. I am confident that this blog will still become what I always wanted from it. I am not making this permanent.