Sometimes life is pretty rough. Sometimes it can try to tear you down. I know it's taken a few hits with me. And it will continue to try my patience and strength. But I can't let it get the best of me. And I won't.

This is my absolute favorite quote. You probably have seen it multiple times around the blog. And it's a favorite for me to talk about for Blog Everyday in May.

I love it because there are days when I am "hating life." But that's exactly where I don't want to be. So instead, I have my pity party for a minute then get myself together and put on that smile and remember everything truly great in my life.

Those moments when the ache in my heart from missing my Mom gets me down, I always try to reflect that even though she's not here, she gave me the strength and independence to get me to where I am today. And I have to remember that where I am is not too shabby.

So basically, life sucks sometimes. 

But what's a better day than a day you choose to smile in spite of the rain? And pretty much say," Eff you. I'm smiling today. Because I can."

And these, my friends, are just a few of the thousand reasons I smile everyday.

My Prince.

Our little baby.

Family.

Family.

The best friends.

Friends are family.

Best friends near & far.

And of course, this little space I have found here with some of the best people. Can't wait to see where it all goes.

Redic...Awk...Uncomfortable.

And continuing along with Day 3 of Blog Everyday in May...What makes you uncomfortable.

1. Being the center of attention make me highly uncomfortable. Hate it. Dread it. Everyone looking at me...just me, gives me the heeby jeebies. I try to find the nearest corner or nearest distraction ASAP. This should go well on my wedding day.

Awkward right here. Coming into my bridal shower..."Ok. ok. Everybody stop looking at me." As I ran to my seat.

2. Small talk makes me uncomfortable. Maybe I wasn't properly trained on how to talk but after the initial hellos, how are yous...all I can think of is "What do I say next? What should we talk about?" Then I think of the silence and I start to look like this.

"Ummm."

3. Other people's bad jokes/uncomfortable comments. I feel bad for them. Then they feel awkward then I feel awkward. And look like this. 

"oh. So bad. Idk what to do."

3. Talking on the phone. Call me crazy but I have never liked calling anyone on the phone. Especially strangers. There is just something about it I really don't like. Granted, I have to do it more frequently with wedding vendors but 8 times out of 10 I will try to email them first. True story.

Let Me Educate You on Friends

Today I am supposed to educate the great people of blog land. As part of the May Blog Everyday topic of "Educate us about something you know a lot about."

And this my dear friends, is what I know a lot about and need to educate everyone on. 

Friends. 

Not the best kind of people you hang out with in real life. 

The TV show Friends. Only the best show ever made.

Some common Friends sayings you will need to know to be in the "In Crowd" with Friends

Now let me introduce you to my "Friends"

This is Ross

He's not a doctor, just has a PhD. In dinosaurs. Has been divorced 3 times. And you must say, "Three Divorces!" in a squeaky high voice

This is Monica. Ross' sister. Former chubby girl. Crazy nut clean freak. Occasionally puts turkeys on her head to cheer people up.  She talks at high decibels.

This is Rachel. Her and Monica are BFFs. Former spoiled girl. Loves Ross/Hates Ross. Has a kid with Ross (Emma). Has the best hairstyles. 

This is Phoebe. Everyone loves Phoebe. You want Phoebe in your group of friends for the comedy. You never know what will come out of her mouth.

This is Chandler. Chandler Bing. He goes from scary skinny, skinny, chubster Mcgee, chubby, decent size..throughout the years. Maybe it has something to do with Matthew Perry's alcohol and drug issues..hmmm. We will never know. Chandler is always ready with a sarcastic comment or joke. And he has THE BEST dance moves. 

And this is Joey. It's kind of like, "Duh." How You doin? He likes the ladiesssss. *Wink, Wink*

There's love brewed on Friends.

Ross and Rachel. Rachel and Ross. Together, Apart, Married, Divorced, Baby Parents.

Chandler and Monica got together in London..IN LONDONNNN. Got Hitched.

Here's is where my Friends hang out. The Central Perk.

 You will be jealous of the fact that they hang out there so much and yet they all still have full time jobs. Makes you curious and jealous all at the same time.

And this was their final bow. Their last show. And when I most definitely cried my eyes out. I mean, it was the end of an era!!

Basically, my life.

Ok, maybe 50 times...

You are now well educated on Friends. And will need to watch it every night on Nick at Night on Nickelodeon. You will thank me for it. 

Oh, and a special treat for those of you who are Friends fiends like myself.

 But wait...it gets better.

That's Emma!!!

April Birchbox Review

This was my very first Birchbox and I was so excited to finally be a part of this! I watched the teaser video before I received my box and I was so excited that I might receive some of those things. 

The theme was Tiny Tweeks, Big Results.

However, I must say I am not blown away by what I got. I know it's the first month so I will see what May has to offer. Just hope it gets better!

Nexxus Youth Renewal Rejuvenating Elixir

Full Size- $20.99

In all my 26 years, I don't think that this is what they mean by aging hair. I did try it though and it had a pleasant smell and made my hair feel soft. But I will not by this anytime soon. Maybe when I actually have aging hair.

Malin + Goetz Vitamin B5 Body Moisturizer 

Full Size- $38

This definitely leaves your skin feeling smoother. And it says it has fatty acid absorption. What I hear...sucks up my fat. The smell isn't something I care for. More apothecary smell. Less floral that I'm used to. 

Supergoop! Advanced SPF 37 Anti-Aging Eye Cream

Full Size- $45

As I am no where near the age to be using this..at least I hope, I will not be buying this anytime soon. I do think the name is creative though. **I did not try this because I already look 8 years younger than I am and would not want to look even younger. 

Ruby Wing Color Changing Nail Polish in Poppy

Full Size- $10

This is the BEST thing in my box! I think it will make it's appearance around my bachelorette party. Nothing says party like color changing nail polish.

Hail Merry Chocolate Macaroons

Full Size- $5

A nice little treat in my box. Gluten and Vegan free makes it a plus. I did eat them but since I am not much of a coconut person I wouldn't consider these again. 

There was also a year subscription for Women's Health magazine included. I am currently a subscriber so this was great..worth the $10 in itself.